Sunday, June 17, 2007

wo jo kaha nahi PAPA


Mera beta kaisa hai tu.. kanoo me ye shabd padate se hi aankhoo se pani chalakne ko betab hone laga. Fathers day to bas ek bahana tha, Maksad bas aapko yaad dilana tha ki me bhi aapke kande par sar rakhakar batana chahati hoo, aap sahi the. Ye duniya itni acchi nahi hoti jitani bahar se dikhti hai.

zindagi ki kadwahat ka ghoot aapki beti ko na pina pade iski koshish ki thi aapne, par shayad mere hisse me ye kadwahat hi likhi hai. Aur ye aapse behtar shayad aur koi nahi jaan sakta.

Maine hamesha aapka wo pyara beta banane ki koshish ki jise aap kho kar bhi bhula nahi paaye. Aapse ye bat kabhi kahi nahi par, meri har jit ka maksad bas aapko ye ahsaas dilana hota tha ki aapki beti bhi aapka naam roshan kar sakti hai.

shayad dunia me aap akele hai jo apni likhi kavitaye apani beti se edit karwate honge aur uski likhi bakwaas panktiyo ki tarif karke kahate honge, wah! tu to accha likhne lagi hai !, main aapse lambi ho gayi ho papa ! ye kah kah ke chidana aur aapke canvas shoes pahan kar jogging par bhag jana, subah subah ki walk par sawalo ki bochar se aapko nahlana, Aur fev dal banane ke liye maa ko bakwas gane sunana... Waqt ne hamari jholi me kuch gine chune mithe pal diye, par in mithe paloon ke sahare hi , 16 salon se aapka sath na hone se panapi kadwahat me bhi mithas baki hai.

Mere pass us pal ko baya karne ke liye koi shabd nahi, jab pahlai bar mera result aur ek akhbar ka tukada hath me laker aapne kaha tha ki meri beti ka naam akhabar me aaya hai.

Aapke garv se bhare wo shabd the aur aaj ka din hai, har kadam par bas yahi koshish karti rahi ki hamesha aapke muh se ye sun pao. Par halant aur zimmedari ne sach-much aapki beti ko beta bana diya. Aapko pata na hopar papa aapke is bete ko aaj bhi aapke muh se ek bar phir usi garv ke sath
meri beti sunane intzar hai aur hamesha rahega
Aapki BETI

4 comments:

mystupendoussalvation said...

we realise someone value wen tht person is not with us!! thnx for this post ........... i m feeling more close to papa now n missin him. I gave him a lot of troubles... now thsi is the time for happiness from my side so tht woh bhi keh sake meri beti....... ;)Kudos!!

Me Thinks.. said...

Few things make me cry and this is one of them... Very touching. APPA's are amazing people. one person in the whole of mankind who you can trust anytime with anything..
Tum appa ke muh se ye shabd zaroor sunogi aur vo bhi bahut jaldi..beta..;)

Cosmos said...

Result and akhbaar ka tukada, i can imagine.
This words father, papa, mamaji how much they have in them you cant calculat.
Belive me I have somuch in me to write and i am still not done after the first one, these feelings are still disturbing me.
And after this post i just want to either write or cry. No other option

stranger............. said...

jinhe ham kho dete hai shayad ham unke sabse jyada karib ho jate hai
or unke dreem ham sabse jaldi pure karte hai or tum wahi kar rahi hu na :)
or shayad kuch shabd sune nahi mahsus kiye jate hai